Wednesday, March 30, 2005

F.A.T.E

Fate..what is fate? it is FAT with an E behind it... means FAT... E (fatty) ... do people believe in fate? well... strangely enough... i do.. why?

Heres a story about a guy and this girl. they have known each other for quite a number of years.. normal friends... the usual hi and bye conversations that they had. many years passed and one day things suddenly happened. the guy suddenly got closer to this girl. girl also the same. chemistry starts to build up slowly between each other. things just happened between them... but due to some situation both of them couldnt be together. the guy knows that it was so wrong for something like that to happen. it wasnt intentional but it just did. he realised how comfortable he was with this girl . they can have endless conversations with each other.. talk about anything and everything. the girl like hanging out with him too.. soon it was time that both of them realise that things was not meant to be going that way. each start to cross each others path and soon the girl felt that this relationship shouldnt have happen let alone started. the guy knew any decision he made he will end up with nothing.. end up with nobody. they parted ways and never spoke to each other again..

seasons changed and the years passed... each is having their own spearate lives. both of them started off with their own life and careers and took a different road. forgetting the past they once had. one heading east and the other heading west. one day.. who would have expected that both of them well meet up again. memories all hit back to one another. the guy missed her badly. he wish the day would start all over again for him. even though he knows the girl might have already forgotten about the past, he still puts up a front and said hi to her. she looked totally different from the last time he saw her. how years nurture with age. she is happy with the life she is having now. she has long forgotten the happy moments.

times passes by and soon they kept bumping to each other quite often. even though once was heading east and the other west, they always end up meeting each other. if u start at one point of a circle, no matter which direction u go, u will always end up at the same point. she one day asked the guy out and they met up. soon things begin to build back again for the both of them. the guy has never forgotten her. he was sorry for what happened in the past and thought to himself that he will not stand a chance again. he took things slowly... he din want to rush into things or screw it up again. girl was letting things happen.. taking it as it is. cos no matter what happens, it will not be the same...

one day... the guy build back his courage and asked the girl to be his..... now both of them are happy...with each other in their arms....

fate.... it hits u when the time is right. i am not saying it has never happen to me or anyone before. but when its ur turn, make full use of it. its like god giving u a 2nd chance. make full use of it. dun let it slip by u. u will never know when it is coming back again...........whats meant to be... it will be....

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Differences..

Things that i have found out again....
There are alot of differences when it comes to the term 'old' and 'mature'. Was out clubbing with my collegues last nite. saw this bunch of 'old' people having drinks... damn sianz...was like pratically crying inside trying to get out of that place asap! finally jioed Mr Deep to follow me to sommerset cafe for supper...had a Big Bird sandwich..oh it was so good...the cheese melted onto the turkey ham and topped with bacon...yummy... after had my fill went back to that %#$$%& place again to rejoin the peeps. saw what they opened.... apprently it was suppose to be whiskey dry..good... had like 2-3 glasses just to wash down the heavy meal... the crowd there was like...old people... think some of them are like double my age! as sian as i was i walked to a club beside it...wah kaoz! the crowd...was pracitcally half my age*! (* techno all over again*)

haven seem so many bunch of ah bengs and ah lians for such a long time... the music was like.....too fast... (maybe i have already passed that era) too furious for me to handle...saw this clown on the stage dancing to the lyrics! omg! everyword has an action! SI MI LAN JIAOz! cannot take it went back to the other side... the band started playing...and as usual back for another glass of whiskey just to cool myself down from all that head banging... was about to leave when they guys jioed to go chijmes...at 230am! was reluctant to go but the birthday boy is my buddy at work...so.....well...go..

at there.....oh man the crowed was totally different...more to what i rather want to see... mature people... the band there was so much better than the previous time we were there...din drink there cos saw too many TPs on the roads..just have a few sips of my frens hoegarrden. stayed till the place close and went home to sleep...

moral of the story..
difference between old and mature...
old crowds= ah laos and aunties dancing to some cha cha on the dance floor. that place is definately not suitable for me. the songs were way past my time. btw...they played some chinese techno also.. its like looking at ur parents beside u drinking and dancing... not a pretty site

mature crowds = working class... people who enjoys pop rock music... people moving to the same groove as u do..
sorry peeps...its not that i dun like hanging out with u all.... i dun mind place with nice band and music.. but please no more ah laoz/techno/beng places anymore!hahaa..

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

start of a brand new week

it seems like people tend to learn something new everyday... stumbled upon a website all thanks to someone.... and hey...it has never cross my mind that u have been that site before(1)...tsk tsk... and that site is so shocking!(2) but then again... quite happening i should say... what other site u surfed before?hmmm..... its a mystery that i am going to find out.... thats a total of 2 new things i have found out at the begining of the week! like a student going to school...

anyways back to my old boring self.... 1 more week to know my fate. 1 last paper to clear or else i will be jobless and broke... dunno if i kept on doing the same mistake or i am just sway... cannot see the paper, dunno how many marks i get...anyways just to let u know passing mark is 75%. study study study....reading the same old things over and over again... hope next monday's revision is worth it... *sianz* thought i no need to study or even flip a text book for the rest of my life already...last one... IVAN...YOU CAN DO IT! *show some support*





Tuesday, March 22, 2005

1st Entry

Wassup all....this is my 1st ever entry to my blog...actually i didnt want to have a blog but stooopid jason (no offence..hehe) made me sign up for it so i can post onto our group's blog... so now instead of having just 1 blog...have 2 to type... oook oook...i will actually try to post one entry everyday (ya rite) just to keep up with all my biatches!