So..

So i am back into blogging.. Or are these my rantings? i don't care.. i will say what i wanna say coz... IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT YOU THINK.. Judge me.. and i still don't care... :P

Updates?

Been to somewhere new.. A worthwhile experience.. maybe one of these days you peeps can go there for holiday.. where? Boracay(highly recommended) and Cebu.. The beach there is beautiful! better than phuket.. the sand is soft.. waters clear till you can see the bottom! My skin is peeling right now.. Uneven tan.. yuck! i got lots of PESOs left over.. anyone wanna change with me?

I've walked a lap.. back to the starting point where it all begins again.. warming up for another lap.. only time will tell.. Old already.. 1 leg in the big box.. half my life is gone.. another evolution starting.. mid life crisis? nah.. even if it was i will still make the best out of it.. live for the moment (heard it somewhere or some movie)

so the peeps are planning for another holiday.. guess its gonna be another plan that will never happen AGAIN.. better confirm soon so i can plan and book my leave soon.. dun wanna waste it again.. even though we still managed to go somewhere last year..

should i go for my advance in may?hmmm.. haven dive since 2004! don't remember where i kept my log book also..haha

well.. time to erase some memories.. seeya!

TIME TO MOVE ON AND GET OVER IT!

ok kids.. so whats the moral of the story?

Being stuck in a time zone which evolves only around oneself.. break out of it.. so was it worth it? what was meant to be didn't turn out the way it should? i guess thinking about it for a long long time.. yeah.. best to give it all up then to be miserable in the near future.. why miserable some might ask.. my side of the story?

1. Maybe its all about YOU..
2. When you don't trust anyone from the start.. guess you will never will..
3. Compromising had become obsolete..
4. Affectionate and Passion = 0%
5. When do i have a chance to talk.. and even if i did.. are u interested?
6. Lazyness or simply not interested..
7. I was quite sure and ready till.... i opened my eyes and ears..
8. Alcohol actually brings out the true self..
9. I was tired too.. but i try to be active..
10. How many missed calls again?

more listings? can be as thick as the yellow pages.. each have its own list.. So are there any positive points which i can list out? errrrr ..maybe?i shouldn't campare right? each is different.. my eyes can tell.. whatever i did or do i have no regrets in doing.. cos i think i have considered and thought about it for awhile.. better to put up a fake front showing that u are happy? nah.. abit hard and difficult..

all i can say is sorry.. sorry to have wasted your time.. sorry for making you wait.. sorry because i was not ready..but thank you for showing me what you are and have become.. thank you for letting me take my time and realise what i was in to..

time to move on.. get over it.. its not the end of the world.. the sun will rise again.. brighter days ahead..

p.s .. say whatever you want.. i don't care..