with the lights on.. not that nice though.. 

i did a little deco to my room.. finally managed to hook up the ball of lights up.. nice and warm corner of mine.. looks so damn cosy man.. even my mom was impressed!! think my camera couldnt capture a nice shot so just post afew.. nice nice????hehe i give it a 9/10 for a job well done!  

1 week off from work...

3 days of reservist.. my mind was set in getting at least 400bux from there.. 200 from my ippt and 200 from shooting.. did some running over the past 2 weeks and trying to maintain the stamina there.. so far so good..

come tuesday morning.. IPPT.. woke up in the morning feeling abit unwell.. puked in the toilet while i was bathing.. thought maybe if i puked a little i might feel better.. then had a bite of a chicken pie before going to camp.. cleared all stations.. sit-ups 5 points.. standing board jump 4 points.. pull up 3 points.. shuttle run 3 points.. all set for the last station.. 2.4km run.. so far points looking good for a silver pass.. went to the starting point and boom! off i ran.. reached the 1.2 mark i was feeling giddy.. then suddenly.. &^&^%#$^#*&)()*&#&^%**( i started puking.. oh craps.. confirm cannot make it already.. was thinking silver cannot insentive pass also can.. tried to continue running... 1.8km mark.. puke again.. this time.. i gave up.. craps... 16min to complete my run.. failed.. there goes my 200bux.. wasnt feeling so good the whole day.. went to see the doctor after that and found out i am having stomach/gastic flu.. he gave me a few pills and i was feeling like shyt.. stomach was sour.. no feeling in my tounge.. dun feel like eating though i was feeling damn hungry.. the gf called asking how i was.. no good.. couldnt sleep well.. how nice it will be if she was beside me to look after me.. but... i was all alone at home.. think she is happy that i am sick so i wont bug her.. wanted to watch cl match but was glued on the bed and din feel like moving much.. so i just toss and turn.. toss and turn.. toss and turn t...o...s.s... an..d .... ...t ......u.........r....n.....zzzzzzzzzzzz

next morning.. classification shoot.. this time must get the money.. no matter how sick i was shooting must get marksman!!!! and i did! at least i got 200bux from the govt. not as much as i have expected but can do la.. better than not getting anything this year.. should i go and re take my ippt?hmmm... nah~

sunday gonna have a futsol competition.. cant wait.. at nite going for some erotic dance show.. cant wait! i wanna have an erotic dance! kinky!!!!!!!!!!! monday.. L11 and H11 papers.. no prep cos nothing to refer to.. just go and take.. test my luck..heh heh..

anyways...its thursday... and i am on leave! actually feel quite boring staying at home and nothing to do... feel like going for a swim but still not feeling well so better not.. got craving for carl's jr burgers.. saw the adverts and it was so mouth watering!!!!!! wanna bite my teeth into the big juicy patties!! btw MacChicken is only 2 bux this week.. should i???hmmmm.....

i just got this feeling that something big is gonna happen.. i cant point my finger to it but i can just feel it.. and it aint good.. its like i know something is heading my way but there is no way i can shant away from it cos i dunno where or what or when... or is something wrong with me?am i thinking too much over nothing? am i getting paranoid? am i going to become mental? i may be distracted but i will suddenly have the same feeling back again.. am i losing control of myself? am i becoming insecured? these few days i just cant stop grinding my teeth.. cant stop clenching my fist.. just got this feeling to bite something real hard till it breaks.. want to grab something and crush it in my hands.. this aint good.. what is happening to me?? i need a stress ball!!! my fingers are feeling stiff.. just cannot control it.. what if its true that something major is going to take place? like the tsumani?like an earthquake? like a volcano eruption? unexpectedly hits everyone in the face.. there is no time to react.. no time to avoid.. no self control... whats wrong with me?!?!~??!~?!~ argh.. !!

nothing much to update about.. guess all the events that go on within our group can be read in the rest of the peeps blog.. including pics! anyways nice car shot guys! if it was brighter it would be better.. think we have written our names in the gunniess book of records of ther most number of people fitting into a picanto!!!! hahahaha that was damn freaking funny man.. dunno the suspension still can tahan all of our weight.. esp all the heavy weights who were in there..

was thinking about joining venture with gayr's sis in opening a eatary..location will be somewhere in bukit timah.. fine dining and all.. theme will be chocolates.. got to admit it.. gary's sis is a out of this world cook! the mussles that day was just fantastic!! good for people like hanny and **** ... its going be a high risk venture come to think of it.. dun have much money to invest in.. maybe go take a loan from my parents.. need to see her proposel 1st before deciding if i should join in or not.. cos one thing for sure.. opening a place in bt is only attracting ang mors , lunch and dinner crowd.. but for finr dining doubt will be lunch time cos most people just want to eat and go. no time to slowly finish a 3 course meal.. dun think they would want a 3 course meal during luch also.. well.. just listing our some of the pros and cons.. one thing is for sure is that the menu will look great.. and furthermore opening at a place like this price of the menu will have to go up.. but then again.. most of all the cafes and diners there are roughly selling the same stuffs and same price.. how is she going to make it stand out from the others?one of the factors to consider is that its going to be high risk.. wouldnt want open a place and last less than a year and lose everything.. got to fine a day when can sit down and talk serious with them..

other than that.. just feel so tired these few days.. think its the lack exercise and stuffs.. cant wait for my holiday to come!!! 6more weeks!!!!!!!!! need a break soon.. need to enjoy..

eternal sunshine of a spotless mind

how can someone come up with a title like this for a movie? its just too damn long.. movie titles should be short and easy and never be more than 3 words long.. another movie title which i think its damn stupid is the dunno what of the ya ya sisterhood.. its actually an adaptation from some book i think.. too long too long! dun movie makers understand when u go queue up to buy a movie ticket and the amount of words u have to say? an extra 2 seconds! 10 people 20seconds.. 29178034129038 people makes it 3 years of ur life queuing up just to buy a ticket.. movie makers thought its going to be a arty farty show with that kind of title.. why not make it " the everlasting irritating kang kong that always gets stuck in between the two front teeth" ~

anyways back to the topic.. quite a twisted show actually.. twisted not as in sick twisted.. but somehow its intrigingly twisted.. the story twist at the begining and at the end.. stars jim carrey and kate 'titanic' winslet.. its about how one person erase the other from her mind knowing how boring he is and all that.. and when jim carrey found out what happened he did the same thing but regreating it.. and they tried starting all over again.. was wondering what are the things that are worth keeping or erasing from our memories.. happy sad ocassions? fun bad times? love hate situation? in the show he wanted to erase cos he din want to remind him of her cos she did the same thing to her..( u people must be thinking HUH??? si mi sai... go watch and u will understand..)

finally the tix for my hk trip is confirmed! waiting for the tour agency to issue me my tix and i am off to disneyland!!!! so excited!!! off we go!