heh..

Lessons learnt:-

1. don't be what you can't be
2. don't hope what you can't hope
3. don't think what you can't think
4. don't wish what you can't wish

sometimes i look around and ask myself... do i want this for my future? is it worth it? is it right? do i need to expect the unexpected? or is it that much already that i cannot ask for more. or maybe i shouldn't expect anything else cos it will never happen again. why others can but not me? maybe its the enviroment around me.. maybe its me...maybe its you... just maybe..

its impossible that will ever happen. cos its just impossible. situated in 2 different places.. different cultures.. different background.. maybe.. just maybe... but impossible..it will never work out. its too hard... can try but......maybe...

well my life isn't exciting.. there comes to a point where everything becomes stagnent. even mosquitos can lay eggs in it. the same routine everyday.. when i look down i am sad.. when i look across i am sad.. when i look around i am sad.. i am not the same person as work .. keeping a low profile now.. maybe its better for me.. maybe...

just for the record.. '... ...'

what do i want?

i feel the same..

Happy Valentines Day

Another year where couples spend most of their money on each other buying gifts and flowers. Well.. usually its the guys who are doing that. All they want is to make their partner feel special. Love is shared between 2 people and not alone.

Someone told me today..' i've been married for 10years now. Everyday to me is Valentines day...' touching! Almost brought a tear to my eye...well actually... when i saw my pay slip today and knowing about the COE price it almost brought a tear to my eyes. but thats beside the point. SO... treat everyday as valentines day. its how u make the day special for one another. it could be a walk by the beach or an expensive dinner or a sizzling night together... most important thing is to be happy... accomadiating... nice.. kind.. make ur partners feel close and loved..

Happy Valentines Day!!
hope u like the flowers bb...