heh..

Lessons learnt:-

1. don't be what you can't be
2. don't hope what you can't hope
3. don't think what you can't think
4. don't wish what you can't wish

sometimes i look around and ask myself... do i want this for my future? is it worth it? is it right? do i need to expect the unexpected? or is it that much already that i cannot ask for more. or maybe i shouldn't expect anything else cos it will never happen again. why others can but not me? maybe its the enviroment around me.. maybe its me...maybe its you... just maybe..

its impossible that will ever happen. cos its just impossible. situated in 2 different places.. different cultures.. different background.. maybe.. just maybe... but impossible..it will never work out. its too hard... can try but......maybe...

well my life isn't exciting.. there comes to a point where everything becomes stagnent. even mosquitos can lay eggs in it. the same routine everyday.. when i look down i am sad.. when i look across i am sad.. when i look around i am sad.. i am not the same person as work .. keeping a low profile now.. maybe its better for me.. maybe...

just for the record.. '... ...'

what do i want?

i feel the same..