sick week

I feel horrible and i feel terrible.. never before have i felt this sick.. temp running at 39.1 degreesC. My head felt like it was gonna get cooked anytime.. i vomited, my throat was gonna burst..The whole night i couldn't sleep well.. Haven't been sleeping well for the past 2 nights already.

I was glad that you were beside me.. I was glad that you made food for me.. but being a sick person i am i was trying to keep a distance to u. I didnt want u to contract my sickness.

i always make u upset.. all the time.. i am so stupid.. i am so dumb.. i feel like an idiot.. made a mess of everything.. i am useless..