so when does one hit a mid life crisis? maybe it has not happen to me yet but i think i can feel it coming.. turning 27 is no joke man.. and acting the way i am i dun think i can pull of as my age.. heart and mind still acting like i am 21.. i guess its time to get serious about some matters in life..

1st of all i think career is picking up its pace.. not that i am earning a 5 digit salary per month but alittle goes a long way.. time to start planning with my money.. cant be when i hit 30 and i am still broke.. need some spare $$$ in hand just in case something happens.. overtime only can cover that much.. when can i double my salary intake? should i change jobs after 3 years? should i stay on? unless my increment is full every year i dun mind staying.. why not? i like what i am doing.. mechanical work more than an office job.. think i can fall alseep infront of the com all day typing and looking at figures.. well.. different people different job scope.. anyways as i was saying.. need to start alittle planning for my next step.. 3 years down the road i am already 1 leg into the coffin.. and still with nothing.. who knows i might be in the M status before anyone knows it?now that WILL be surprising!!!!

nowsadays when the guys as me to go clubbing i am alittle hesident.. think its kinda tired to cheong and drink all nite.. maybe once in awhile but not every weekend.. i still need my liver for the next 25years..hahaha.. maybe we can do something different? but then again.. here there isnt much to do.. hows about wakeboarding?hmmm... healthy lifestyle? hmmm.. been puting on too much weight already... can feel my waist growing bigger to its past size.. exercise exercise!!! come on.. I CAN DO IT!!!

in a blink of an eye its gonna be 2 years old.. seems quite little but felt so old.. maybe cos i have known u for so long already huh? how long has it been? since i am 14 or 15? who would have expected for us to be together huh? this and that in between.. who cares whats in between or the beginning but whats at the end of the road rite? close down the past and enjoy the present and look forward to the future.. love u lots baby! hope u feel the same way too!!*grrrrr*

to my good pal VICKY and his brother RIK.. happy birthday!! the sentosa chalet is damn HUGE man! how on earth is 12 people going to squeeze into a room that size!?!?!? but the food was good and company was greeeeeeeeeeat! lastly to hanny... HAPPY birthday to u too!! u are gonna get it on saturday.. dun think i will be driving.. better be safe huh?:P