Questions...

something has kept me thinking these few days.. is it worth giving in to someone? is it worth letting a person take advantage of you? is it worth staying quiet while things like that happen? is by keeping quiet going to help the situation? i mean sometimes people dun say it out so there will not be any misunderstandings.. but if u dun say it out that person is just going to play his game. is accomadating a weakness in someone? or is it that a person is too nice then let others eat? is giving in to a person shows that he is just being nice? giving in too much till someone takes advantage of it. should things be settled? is it worth giving your own 2 cents of view? should the other party be more understanding? should the other party understand the situation? should the other party open their eyes and see whats happening? must a person see the others (bin sek) face colour? must a person trash it out? can anyone help? guess things like these only can be resloved between 2 person..

MIDWEEK!

So fast..its midweek already! another 3 more days to go before the weekend.. been quite low at work lately.. almost wanted to KE SIO PAH with my head... knn... made me so damn pissed off.. think he has something against me... farking hell... saying my attitude at work is poor.. not up to expectations.. OPEN UR EYES and look ok.. dun just act busy infront of the com sending emails and rejecting leaves! i believe my working attitude is normal.. its not like i am not helping out or anything like that.. can ask my crew members.. always there when things needed to be done.. helping out here and there... can ask the other crews also.. the way i work.. i always try to learn as much as i can.. its ok if u dun want to offer me OT ok.. if u have something against me.. just tell me straight in the face.. farking overaged kid.. everyday must look at ur mood is it.. everyday got PSM rite.. is it so difficult to hold a 5mins interview with me? i dun think so.. isn't it obvious that u are showing favouritism? please man...even the BLIND can see what u are doing.. only talk to the people that are useful to u.. u mean the other 30people in the section is not? wake up ur farking ideas ok.. treat everyone fairly.. even though u dun like a person u will also make an effort to say good morning or ask how is the on-going process of the job. this isn't army style ok...

another weekend passed...

dun u think the weeks just come and goes? in a blink of an eye its coming may already... seems like the year is passing by so fast... i am already working at my new job for 1 year plus... got together with the gf for a year plus also... before i know it... i am hitting midlife crisis already...

friday was my off day... went out in the afternoon with my colleuges to aisa brewery for a 'tour'. at the end of the tour was at the 'pub' located inside the company itself and had lots of beer... got really high really fast man.. weather was so damn blardy hot and just gulp down 4 mugs of beer in 30mins... record time... after tt came home to rest awhile before heading down to liquid room..

they are having the thirst competiton there and the music was so damn blardy loud! my ears were stinging the whole nite.. the 1st dj was super boring... too jazz.. music was slow and felt like leaving already.. so thought maybe get some drinks 1st..who knows bought 1 jug came 2.. 1 for 1! mai tu liao... suddenly the table was full of drinks... dunno where it all came from... music was picking up and the mood was hiIigGgGh.... then saw brother joseph there... bought me a couple of stouts and some other drinks... oh man.. really felt like puking already.. the gas was up to my neck... but i had fun... come to think of it... i was pratically drinking the whole day..

was at liquid room till ard 3plus then went home.. *wink wink* slept for awhile then it was off to work... my body was full of alcohol smell... felt so stoned and zombied...finish work on saturday came home had dinner and before i know it...zZzZZzZzZzz .... felt so bad cos the gf wanted to go out.. thought of taking a quick nap turned out to be a long sleep.. and she kept giving me the poker face...anyways...

happy birthday to CLARICE and APES!


sorry din go down to zouk on saturday.. think had too much to drink for the week already..

wtf!!!

been having some wierd dreams this morning....!!! but!!! wierd is wierd...sometimes u just dun wanna wake up from it... its like the dream u are having is just so nice and felt so real... maybe it will happen someday and when u think of it...its like...hmmm... it happened somewhere before...

why do people have wierd dreams? is it cos we eat too much before falling asleep? or are we too tired that our mind just floats away? or is it cos u wish for something to happen and u just kept thinking about it till it only happens in ur dreams? ( thats how the phrase "IN UR F**KING DREAMS comes about)

well... be it nightmares...sweetdreams...wet dreams.. or stoopid dreams... a dream is just a dream... WeeeEee WooOooO WeEeE Wooo OOoo*

*from the movie 'Kung Pao'

another typical example of unhealthy eating..tsk tsk.. 

typical example of unhealthy lifestyle..tsk tsk.. 

i have decided...

It was a healthy lifestyle last weekend... played bball on sunday... then it made me realised..how unfit our group is.. its either we go out drinking...or smoking... or having coffee or nuahing... no exercise at all... stamina is at a all time low.. i have decided to go healthy this month.. see how much weight i can lose... going to start to carry weights and do some swimming...*heh* thats if i can wake up in the morning to do so.. want to get back my 6 *cough* pack again.. then can start flexing around..whahahahah...

shall cut down on smoking... cut down on my carbs intake.. more protein diet.. exercise more.. dun wanna look fat... hopefully i can fit into my old jeans ( those from sec school) hahahahha... drink lots of water...

ok time to do my gym workout at home...

is it thursday already?!

this week kinda pass so fast for me...in a blink of an eye its already thursday! 1 more long day to the weekend! hmmm... dunno what to do also.. the peeps are planning to go sentosa but i am kinda lazy to go... need to pack and buy stuffs..by the time reach the BEACH ( not gateway of sentosa) is already mid afternoon.. maybe just slack at home with the gf..(if she wants to) and watch a movie (IF she wants to!) been like a month or so since i last stepped into a cinema!

why not we play bball on sunday?long time never play basketball.. dunno still can jump anot..heehee.. body weight is 43.34% heavier than what it is used to...:P

anyways congrats to SETH ONG ( i still prefer to call u S. Ong) otherwise known as hanny for getting a job at AT&T! another one gettting into the working world.. so sad he is on perm nite shift.. that means no more supper at atira or number ball already... worse still no more ZOUK! ahhahaha... i think...

its like a week ago i was preparing to go batam...damn fast... before i know it i am 30yrs old already.. wondering if we will still go to zouk at tt age... hmmmmm....

another weekend passed!

wassup peeps! been like a week since i last posted..well...got abit lazy la... been up last week watching champion league and the UEFA cup! Newcastle is 1 more win away to the semis! this weekend they are gonna beat MAN yUck to reach to the FA cup finals!

hmmm...so what did i do last weekend? was off to batam again on friday morning.. this time we were more prepared... bought some snacks and food there thinking we can save some money. cos the food at the hotel is kinda expensive..BUT who knows we had news that there were some shopping to do in town.. the gf got so excited that we went shopping on the 1st day..

arrived at the shopping centre at nagoya...looked like hougang mall... disappointed when i stepped in it... we were like walking around the same place at least 5 times.. wanted to buy some DVDs and CDs back but scared that might get caught at customs....then at the end both of us ended up buying nothing...oh did i mention it is only 2 floors???!!! had a mee goreng special and a drink there.. asked the waiter is there any other shopping around... told us this place called LUCKY PLAZA...

arrived at lucky plaza after a 5 mins walk.. so much bigger..apprently the gf was even more excited... rushed in immediately... one thing i noticed is that there are lots of handfone shops around... pratically the whole of 1st floor selling handfones... they can even download softwares..music...games into ur phones! such a service is damn happening man.. but my hp was on low batt and din bring my n-gauge... so decided not to...maybe..MAYBE next time if i am there again...at least this place is 5 floors high... went to the 2nd floor and there was a sudden rush from the gf to scan for clothes...she was stuck in there like bees to honey... so i decided to scan the rest of the building by myself... took me less than half an hour before i went back down to look for her.. and she was still on the same floor!!! and she wasnt even done shopping...ahhhhh... best part...the gf spent all her money and had to borrow mine...boo hoo hoo.. wanted to buy this jacket(that i dun really need)...looks damn nice loh.. but was afew thousand short..*grrrrr*..had to sign card instead... since i had some money left over.. we went to the supermarket to so some snack shopping... followed by 2 LV (cheong one la) passport holders..hehehe... end of my shopping for the day.. went back to the hotel and chill by the pool for awhile before having pizza for dinner...yummy!

day 2.... morning got up for breakfast... had a tan...gf got burnt instead..hehehe...*nigga* went for our massage..(almost suffocated).. then was like nuahing in the hotel room ... really had nothing to do already.. and its only 2pm! wanted to go back to the pool but felt abit bored of that already.. made some enquiry where else to go in town... the counter said DC mall.. so ok...go there walk walk..

DC Mall... think the gf slmost had a heartattack when we were outside... "so big...so many things to buy!...." i was like...here we go again... went in changed money.. walked around.. went into a factory outlet full of branded and i mean branded goods! haven seen VALENTINO.. MOSCHINO...EMPORIO ARMANI for such a long time already..hahah..brings back old memories.. i bought 2 shirts for less than 20bux... as usual the gf bought more..heheh..walked around somemore...and that was it.. almost every shop was selling the same stuffs.. had early dinner at a&W before going back to the hotel to rest..

went to the lounge for drinks and played tai tee there..felt tired then went back to the hotel room to rest..

sunday we totally missed breakfast! heard the morning call...thought ahhh...10more mins since its still early...woke up at 11...sigh... sorry dear...i know u love the breakfast..heheh so decided to take the early ferry home since we din want to stay and spend more money..

overall..this time...better then the last..more things to do..but...think we spent the same amt of money...

ITS A MONDAY!

monday blues...its raining for the past few days...think its gonna be like this for the whole week... somemore thought of going to batam this weekend.. dunno if its raining there anot... hopefully not.. dunno if my leave is approved... now need to fight for leave on weekends... stoopid hamster..better approve my leave or else!!!!!

hmmmm...last weekend was normal... saturday morning went to pray my grandparents.. chingmeng just started... temple was damn crowded... managed to park the car at the coffeeshop outside the temple and walked in... me and bro decided not to waste the parking lot so after which walked to the other temple... went to buy 4D after that.. dammit... almost strike 1st prize! i bought 7980 came out 7180.... ahhhhhhhhhh.... miss by tt much! if onlyi have bought wrongly... maybe will kena... bought some big sweep tickets.... as usual i dun ask for much... top 20 prize enuff....

afternoon came home to take a nap...woke up wash car... after which talk to my parents abit then went to the gf place for dinner... its her grandma's bday... food was ok... curry smell nice..was super hungry took as much food as my plate can carry and start gobbling down...hehehe the uncles were short of 1 leg for mahjong... so... ok i join them till the other uncle come.. 1st few rounds bad luck.. din even game once... played for 1 and 1/2 rounds... total winnings... $150! better than buying 4d and toto! hehehe thanks uncles... can have a free batam trip this weekend!

sunday... bowling at victors bowl... the lane sux... ball sux... lane was so damn oily... ball cannot even go straight... saw so many of my frens with their own personal ball and stuffs was gian to buy my own... well.. they are quite onz about bowling.. they go like once a week to bowl..hmmm...maybe can join them..at nite met hanny brandon at happy daze.. decided to play mini mahjong..hahhaha... saw some people playing that day... so ordered my latte and start playing.. 3 players.. hanny big winner at 1st of 9 doubles.. played 10cents 20cents no limit.. well...u do the maths... brandon was shocked of how much that is then decided to pull the max to 5 doubles... eric and gf, tk and bengz came shortly to join...stayed awhile more then went home...

well...thats my weekend for u... today is gonna be different at work... i am no more a trainee!!!so happy...

passed!!!

wasssssup!!!! i am so happy yesterday.... i finally passed my BGTT paper! waited 3 extra farking months for this day.... took this paper like farking 5 times already... finally managed to pass it.. knnz.. lugi 3 months of my pay.. or not my pay would have at least be double... last week was the most tensed moment of my life man. monday went for the resit.... was told bythe HR personal that the results will be out in a couple of days.. thought i did about 10++ questions wrong.. farking panic man. thought to myself... what is done is done already. just have to wait for the result...

tuesday..no news...
wednesday...no news..
thursday..still no news...
friday.... no news...

was getting abit impatient already... called HR before lunch.. no answer
called HR after lunch...

" this is ivan.. any news about the resit? everyone here is getting abit excited to know the results"

"...... the other side havent replied me yet... i check it out now and call u later?"

"....*knnccb*....okok..thanks"

so i waited ...heart pumping faster and faster.... told my trainer and some other people that they are checking up for me now... one of them say..." aiyah...no news means good news mah"

LANzJIAOz! no news is farking bad news for me! somemore my extension is till 2nd of April and its already the 1st loh!

so nevermind... i just wait....
suddenly my phone rang again...

" hello ivan? .... we have gottten the results and u passed........................................"

wah laoz...at that point of time my face changed man! my heart almost fell 3 meters to the floor!(at the time i was on top of the engine) the feel was greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat!

"thanks!! what about the rest of them who took the paper?"

"they have all passed... we are going to process ur cert and u will also recieve a SAESL watch from us" (knnz..who cares about the farking watch! i want my cert!) " u can clock on engine starting tmr 2nd april....blah blah"

currently i am clocking training...now i can clock on engine so my pay is on a higher scale... thank god... a sigh of relief!

"so just to confirm... we passed is it?"

"ya u think its an april fools joke meh? *laughters*"

yay! finally passed! woooooohoooooo! told everybody and all of them were so happy that i have made it! monday going to buy everyone kopi! *including that farking hamster* si beh attitude... tell him i pass can ya ya papaya tell me "i haven recieve any confirmation letter or anything yet what" knnccb... i give u one tight slap then u know.... but who cares about u...i care more about my paper!

at nite the peeps went to wine bar to celebrate... wanted to buy drinks but hanny (who passed his CCNA) insisted he wanted to spend 200bux ....thanks hanny... oh ya and tick who bought a jug cos he kena 500bux from SCRATCH IT.... happy happy...everyone is so happy tt nite!